But thankfully I have many wonderful friends!! So it is not so bad. Today, my sis would be taking her graduation pic..I wonder how long more does have to take before it is my turn! University can be fun ..but I am looking forward to working.. earning something..not having to live off my parents..

3:56 PM

I am beginning to see who I really am, what I really want and what I can do. I always felt that I was good for nothing, that I was just a brainless empty vessel, but now I can actually see myself working and being successful in the future. Thought that I could only be a housewife, but now I believe that I am capable of being an independent woman. I have found my strengths and realized my weakness. It is very important that you identify your strengths and acknowledge your weaknesses, as this would mean that you have found who you really are as an individual. Strength, meaning what you are good at, not being over-confident though, as everybody is good and talented in some ways. Weaknesses, meaning the mistakes that you tend to make, you must consciously realize that you are not perfect(nobody is!), but that doesn't make you less of a person, we must give ourselves concessions, and not try to be something that you are not. This is my principle, it governs my thoughts and actions. I believe everyone should establish their own set of rules and values which they believe in, as it is the principles that define and shape your character.

9:46 PM

Someone wonderful walked into my life. Perfect, wonderful, lovely, awesome. Its difficult for me to explain how I am feeling.. but it is amazing.. he completes and adds value to my life. Its truly magical how I feel that I am able to do anything and everything, I feel that I am a better than what I was, everyday seems so precious to me now, I look forward to waking up in the morning and going through my day. This is perfect. Everything seems perfect. I can see something beautiful and good in everything now. Glowing with happiness. I wish that time could just freeze. Every moment seems like gold. I could just sit next to him doing nothing, in fact I wish I could do that everyday! I have found the missing piece of me !!

9:40 PM

Had my last performance. Really glad that i had went through with it..really wanted to drop out of the performance but my cheer friends had really brought me through this..really thankful to have such awesome cheer friends:) :)

My mum isn't really pleased with me because she can't see me all the time...and it gets really tough..but I am still a going to go ahead with it because I really really really enjoy it..it makes me feel good about myself that I actually am capable of something:) I have never felt this before...I use to look at my friends an really admire how talented they are ( in sports, dance, music) .. never thought I could do something like that.. that is why cheerleading means so much to me..

8:55 PM

Maybe because someone really wonderful, lovely, beautiful and fantastic just walked into my life?

Really thankful and grateful about that.

9:29 PM

It is strange because we are so used to carrying our phones with us that it is almost like part of us. I felt largely insecure without my phone , as if I had lost touch with the entire world, that made me lose my mind! Thankfully my kind friends are nice enough to lend me their phone:) :)

I am feeling very very stress because I have lots of things due next week . With my tests, assignments and cheer, I can barely find time for myself...thats why I make sure I spend sometime on my blog to keep my sanity intact.

Things going on next week:

1) South Asian Test

2) German Test

3) Physics Test

4) History 1500 WORDS Essay

5) Cheer performance. (24th of Oct)

I can't handle this man. 6 mods is not easy. Somebody save me.

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