This song popped reminds me of my primary school days!

Brought a smile to my face:)

But he is all recovered and well:) Thank goodness..

My days are weaved around schoolwork , Mr.Kang, my family and my friends. I am really having the best time in my life. There is a fine balance of work and life, stress and challenge. I absolutely love it right now. Sometimes I wished that everyday would be the same from this day forth and we would always stay young and in school:) Hmmm..but time would pass, days go by, we would all grow . I look forward to what would I be like 5 years or even 20 years down the road, with fear , anticipation and excitement. What I would really look forward to is my how I would be able to get a job, get a family and move onto the next phase of life. What I really fear and dread is changes. I am afraid that I would not be a consistent person. That I would not be of someone who act upon my words, that I would betray myself and morph into someone else. I wish I could say that I am confident about what is planned for me, but I am not, I fear from the depths of my heart that I would lose a part of me.

I wish to proclaim to be someone of fine character, I strive towards that. Sometimes I fail. Why am I not consistent? How can I fail? I wish I could look at some people without judging them, but I am seriously not that noble. Is there anyone out there who can do that ? I feel self-derived emotions such as hate, resentment and jealously. Simply miserable I tell you. This interesting and uncontrollable emotions would take over your logic, rationality you are basically an impaired person, chained by your emotions. It is horrible. Why would anyone do that to themselves? More often than not you would hurt the closest people around you ,people whom you love. You feel as if the only way you can vent this feeling is to hurt someone around you, so that they would feel the same way as you do, so that someone can relate to you. This is a very sadistic thought, but nobody likes to be alone.

Damn.. I hate it whenever I feel like this. I despise myself, for not having the ability to just let go...

This makes my day..waking up to a nice wall every morning..
Flowers at my bed frame!!
Not forgetting my window grill:)

This song is played on the Victoria Secrets show..

I really love watching this video because these women seem so confident of themselves. They are so comfortable of themselves that they can walk down the streets butt naked!

Doesn't it seem that sometimes you may not be as good as someone else or you feel as if there is always someone who is better than you? The feeling sucks really...but if you think of it ...everybody is different! How can you say that an apple tastes better than an orange? They are both equally good in their own ways..

Going to end my work by the end on Jan.. today is suppose to be my second day of school but i could leave my house because the stiches on my foot were hurting like a bitch...so i decided to stay home to play guitar hero with Mr.Kang.. Well...Mr.Kang was really sweet he bought me lunch and magazines and juice and sandwiches ..well it is no wonder my steady horizontal gain..

I feel like a pig sometimes...but i am happy:)

I really cannot ask for more.. we have been spending alot of time together...but it just doesn't seem enough..i have so much to tell him..be it in words or just spending time stoning the day away..splendid!

I started work after 2 days of training...I am working for Singapore Duck and Hippo tours..well my job scope is providing customer service at the counter..so yea..if anyone is interested in touring Singapore..you know who to get...

I worked at Singapore Flyer outlet today..